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heroinapg · Post by **heroinapg** » Thu Oct 09, 2008 5:51 am

Moram da se trgnem. Namrtvo sam prehladjena..Primala inekcije, antibiotike-nema leka apoteka..A o bolu sto mi nisi tu?! Lijek je ponos i dostojanstvo sto si me stvorio... Govorio si da na sahrani slucajno suzu ne pustimo..Majka te poslusala. Nevjerovatno, ali istinito. Ja sam pukla kada su tvoje tijelo uklanjali..Znas koliko iskreno sam govorila, morala i da ubjedjujem ljude da niste vi krivi! Pogotovu ne ti...za zlo koje sam sama izabrala..Postojale su greske u koracima, uvjek postoje, al greske iz najvece ljubavi, straha.. Cak sam govorila da cu otici isti dan kada i ti...Zamalo se to nije i desilo Ti si me spasio, znas i sam..Necu da placem! Koliko si noci osvanuo pricajuci, razgovarajuci sa mnom?! pricali smo nasim jezikom, razumjeli se pogledom. Slagala sam..Ote mi se suza....suze......Ne mogu da jedem. Trika nema. Uz majku sam non-stop. Ne ostavljam je samu, ne izlazim.Samo na posao i s posla...Sad vec malo bucniji plac..oprosti mi, kao sto si mi oprastao. u utorak 1. put necu u zivotu dobiti najoriginalniju, rebusnu cestitku..Mozda i ocu..T...sigurno ocu neki znak.
Trebas mi..Stalno si mi prisutan..Tvoje rijeci su zive..savjete primjenjujem..Oprosti sto nisam spavala citavu noc..Nisam citavu noc bila ispred racunara..Ovo da se izvucem...(Prestala sam da placem)

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Dragi moji drugari
Jos jednom hvala svima koji su mi izjavili saucesce na forumu, javno, pp, mail, sms..Posebno pamtim, pronaci ce se, ukoliko cita rijeci Da upravo zbog njega/ tebe tata moram da istrajem (parafraziram) Nije mi potrebno sazaljenje. On je prezirao bolest. Bio jaci od nje do samog kraja...Kraja pocetka......:{
Gdje si miran i spokojan. Ali FALIS..nEC OPet da pocinjem da placem. ti bi mi rekao ...Ajde sad se smiri, umij se..Na poslu se nece nista primjecivat Jaka sam.Da te nasmijem?! Sjecas se, naravno, kada sam bila mala da sam govorila da se necu udavati da cu ostati stalno s tobom Mozda i to obecanje ispunim..PDT_Love_23 Bice sve ok..Uh....prastajte ljudi, prastaj forumu sto trpis mene

saša-ex · Post by **saša-ex** » Thu Oct 09, 2008 6:47 am

Drago mi je sto si opet medju nama. Drago mi je sto si jaka. I tvoja iskrenost je posebna.
I normalno da tata nije kriv. Mi smo krivi.

heroinapg · Post by **heroinapg** » Fri Oct 10, 2008 2:11 am

da zaspim........Jaka sam-da, jesam...Al toliko tvrdoglavo ne mogu da zaspim, a ne moze se zivjet od jacine

Sve oke...Pise mi se, a moram da spavam..Kroz glavu mi (klasika) 10001 onog sto je najbrze na svijetu prodje i nastavi da se racva cim na jastuk glavu naslonim...
Start...shut down

Baba Naca · Post by **Baba Naca** » Fri Oct 10, 2008 8:04 am

Draga moja HeroJinice,

Dobrodosla nazad u nas virtualni zivot zavisnika,
i ruku na srce, ja se ovde osecam kao da je to "ono moje" jedino mesto
gde mogu da se praznim i dam dusi oduska. (I pisuci i citajuci)
(NARAVNO pored sastanaka AA i NA)
Ljubim te puno, guraj samo, sta si sve propatila, dobro je da se i dalje drzis cista, samo nastavi tako.

E, ja sad odoh, u trku da se spakujem, :rock: :rock: :rock:
putujem u Osijek - za par sati -, na AA, NA, Alanon konvenciju na 3 dana,
ostajte mi zdravo SVI moji zavisnici
bas, bas SVI i bas, bas SVE Vas voli i ljubi Vasa Bakuta :supz:

Baba Naca · Post by **Baba Naca** » Fri Oct 10, 2008 8:05 am

P.S. Dobar ti novi avatar

heroinapg · Post by **heroinapg** » Sat Oct 11, 2008 12:07 am

All God's children need travelling shoes
Drive your problems from here
All good people read good books
Now your conscience is clear
I hear you talk girl
Now your conscience is clear

In the morning I wipe my brow
Wipe the miles away
I like to think I can be so willed
And never do what you say
I'll never hear you
And never do what you say

Look my eyes are just holograms
Look your love has drawn red from my hands
From my hands you know you'll never be
More than twist in my sobriety
More than twist in my sobriety
More than twist in my sobriety

We just poked a little pie
For the fun people had at night
Late at night don't need hostility
The timid smile and pause to free

I don't care about their different thoughts
Different thoughts are good for me

Up in arms and chaste and whole
All God's children took their toll

Look my eyes are just holograms
Look your love has drawn red from my hands
From my hands you know you'll never be
More than twist in my sobriety
More than twist in my sobriety
More than twist in my sobriety

Cup of tea, take time to think, yea
Time to risk a life, a life, a life
Sweet and handsome
Soft and porky
You pig out 'til you've seen the light
Pig out 'til you've seen the light

Half the people read the papers
Read them good and well
Pretty people, nervous people
People have got to sell
News you have to sell

Look my eyes are just holograms
Look your love has drawn red from my hands
From my hands you know you'll never be
More than twist in my sobriety
More than twist in my sobriety
More than twist in my sobriety

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PdNN8HaojGU[/youtube]

Sagitarius · Post by **Sagitarius** » Sat Oct 11, 2008 11:25 am

Lijepa pjesma,jedna od mojih omiljenih,
"Twist in my sobriety",kako to poznato zvuči.

YugoStar · Post by **YugoStar** » Sat Oct 11, 2008 11:46 am

I tebi Utorak !

heroinapg · Post by **heroinapg** » Mon Oct 13, 2008 7:13 am

cu...

heroinapg · Post by **heroinapg** » Mon Oct 13, 2008 9:34 pm

October is d best, who `uck D rest

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